So much to blog but I don't have the words.
Really really dislike this feeling where you just have so much in your brain you want to spill out but your vocabulary and hands just SWITCH OFF and you're left going uhhhhh like a person that just woke up.
Anyway I think I'm gonna be "painting the town red" really soon, because boy have I been on a rollercoaster... Of feeeeels.
Excited,
Sad
Angry,
Brooding,
Happy..
You name it, I felt it.
One of the more important thoughts forefront in my mind definitely has to be flying back to Melbourne.
It's horrible and yet so NEW and EXCITING all at the same time.
I quote a friend: "How can a small heart the size of your fist feel so much at once?"
I'll get the stinky thoughts out of the way first so here goes-
I don't want to leave.
To be more specific, I don't wanna leave this vacation.
Leaving means the friends and family get left behind.
Friends- the people whom I forged stronger relationships when I came back, and
Family- the people who unknowingly have been there for me all the time.
The Palmie guys going to NS get a special category- they are melbourne friends HELLO
It sucks to be broken apart from Palmie in this heartless way :/
To add fuel to the fire, we didn't even take a proper group photo!!! Even at paintball!
(sah frustrated)
And of course I don't want to leave this pampered life!
The internet speeds... I'll miss them.
Hahaha ^_^
But I know if I get spoiled I'll lose drive so on to the EXCITING part!!
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UNI
I KNOW IT'S DIFFICULT TO DO WELL IN BUT UNI
AND MY OWN APARTMENT
It's just like a thrill of being *~independent~* and all that.
And yay LEGIT MELBOURNE FRIENDS from church!!
Oh oh and new friends from school!! Heh can't wait to join clubs or something so I can have a balanced life.
Even though Trinity is kind of like Uni but I'm determined to at least treat Uni life better than Trinity life.
To treat school like a job!!! Just watched a video on it and the message was really simple: BE FOCUSSED IN SCHOOL.
Treat uni like work!
Yes and living on my own...
Pretty darn excited about that even though I have to do everything on my own.
And apparently if I fry food the whole odour permeates the apartment.
BUT I get to cook my own food! That's bound to be exciting (and yeah I know the thrill will wear off)
I get to be my own nutritionist! :D
Oh I forgot the most important thing too!
Serving in CGF this year!!
Whoohoo, my debut everyone.
(Although it's just cleaning up but I'm grateful for any opportunity to serve God yeah yeah)
I'm just looking forward to being on my own and sorting out my own shit and being responsible for stuff
And subscribe to good newspapers hahaha
BECAUSE THAT IS THE WAY TO MATURE.
(Even though i wanna be Forever Young)
And I will end off with a quote from 987FM's new short Candle:
"Time is a candle's flame and what burns are the minutes we live."
We are epheremal indeed.
