At 12:45am this isn't something good since I should be asleep...

But I have to write down my thoughts somewhere!

As personal reflection and growth buahaha.

I'll try to organise the thoughts; so without further ado

I present to you

A Peek Into My Mind

21 Days

They say it takes 3 weeks to form a good habit.

21 days.

So far I'm 15 days into daily QT, and I'm super excited at the prospects!!

Hahaha idk man but knowing more about my faith brings about new feelings every time.

Okay I could have worded that more eloquently.

And I realise I shouldn't have said the word obligated because it brings a lot of meaning out of the whole process...

There should always be a thirst for God's word!

Love is Complicated

God chose us because He loves us.

He loves us... Because He does.

It's so simple and yet so difficult to comprehend and grasp.

I suppose it is the agape love that God can so easily demonstrate

(But is a struggle for all of us)

To be frank, to have a truth in the faith laid out so barely like that, it is often hard to accept.

Because what does the world usually say?

"If it sounds too good to be true, it probably isn't true."

The good news is that GOD'S LOVE FOR US IS TRUE!

If He loves you, He will.

And you will reciprocate it because His grace is irresistible.

Science vs arts

Always, all along, thought I wanted to be a vet.

Simply for my love of animals.

Couldn't be dissuaded.

Now I see how much needs to be studied-

It's just medicine but 8 times tougher.

My knees buckle.

Am I really cut out for this sort of studying?

The frequency at which I ask myself this has exponentially grown.

If God permit, if God permit.

God's will, God's will.

Always at the crossroads that I cry out in frustration,

Why do you hide Your will?

Getting into Science was a nail biting moment in itself.

I can't get into UK, Sydney (too late anyway!)

And not arts in melb u.

WHAT AM I CUT OUT FOR?

WHAT AM I MEANT TO DO?

And why am I shouting at a God that can even see my thoughts, let alone hear my screams?

Am I supposed to be a missionary?

Aughhhh am I just lazy or am I settling for something I didn't make detailed researched about?

Ultimately it's a life of prayer and leaning on God.

Looking to Him for the simplest of things will help me make the right decision when the issue finally becomes large because of all the things I've learnt by leaning on Him.

Being sensitive of His leading.

Cursing

What do you think will happen if I proposed a simple request for everyone to not curse in the group?

Perhaps I could ask them to do it for a day first.

Headache ah

Total Depravity

Man is so weak:

Salvation through faith alone and not by works,

But faith mainfests itself through works.

Our good works stem from faith and not motives,

And our main aim is to love God and love our fellow brethren.

Pet peeve

I suppose most of you who read this will find it very minor

Minor to the point where I'm becoming all etymological

But I guess I don't really like it when people don't capitalise the G of God?

Of course if you are referring to idols that is fine

And if you don't believe, that is fine as well.

But being a Christian and knowing about our God above and yet not capitalising His name...

How come our phones autocorrect "i" to "I" but not "god" to "God"?

We recognise ourselves [as People] but not an

Omniscient, omnipresent, omnipotent

God

Being Friends

I'm always open to talk to you y'know.

I don't believe our paths are perpendicular.

~x~o~x~o~

And that wraps up the sneak peek into my mind!

It was good fun transferring everything onto an iPad from my mind.

Gyuuuuu good night.

I have 2 drafts that I need to post soon!