To be quite frank,
I am becoming more sad recently.
Number one reason is definitely due to that time of the month!
And selfishness.
My selfishness, I mean.
Can't help but watch the situation morph.
Change from what it was before, what I liked.
But do I really have the right to complain?
I'm just demanding, demanding, demanding.
Stay.
Don't go.
Where's the please and thank yous?
Where's my act of sacrifice?
But truthfully there is that twinge of anger and sadness together within me :(
The year is going to end soon, and us Trinity fellows only have about a month left to show our affections for each other.
Especially Palmerston.
What am I supposed to do to lengthen our time together?
The flights back to SG have been booked.
The enlistments into NS confirmed.
The future accommodations being planned.
That's our busy busy schedule for next year.
Really, how long more does Palmerston have together as a family to have FUN?
Considering school ends on 3rd Dec (Gi's birthday!)
And some people already fly off on the 5th, maybe even the 4th...
Perhaps only a few hours.
A few hours.
That's what I've been mulling over.
We need to appreciate our time with each other more.
Not superficial love but really showing love towards each other.