How come Trinity is ending soon?
I never thought a year could pass this fast.
It's merely 2 months and a fortnight-
71 days-
Before valedictory day swoops in and I have to bid farewell.
I never thought I'd have met such fabulous friends,
Nor enjoyed my time as much as I did.
Trinity's been a blast.
Palmerston especially, my home away from home.
I don't want to leave, really.
I remember thinking that 1 year of school was great,
That I could go to Uni early.
But now I realise it's at the cost of being torn apart from my friends...
The pain each holiday I feel when friends go home to sg:
I can't imagine it amplified
when the boys go off to NS
and the girls go off to different Unis/courses
No more;
Waking up late together
Eating breakfast together
Critiquing the food together
Planning a good meal together
Walking to school together
Running to school together
Sitting in lectures together
Buying food together
Walking home together
Laughing together
Being together
Why
So much pain
I hate separation
How do I put this?
I'm so scared of being away from them
My lovely House 5
Will we all get our own apartments next year?
Will we not talk anymore?
Will we drift apart?
I really don't want that to happen.
I guess in a way this is why planning for the future is so scary;
Because you're forced to consider and plan for all these scary prospects.
Trying to put off Uni applications
I don't wanna leave