Ugh feel like a
disappointment
I hate this feeling.
Frankly I think it's the only thing that gets through my thick skin.
"Can you please just"
"Honestly it's getting annoying"
"I give up on you"
How do I explain the feeling when people say stuff like that?
it's like a spasm of
pain through my heart
and then
the
floodgates open
How do I put it.
I feel the need to please people?
But I don't put in the effort to please them.
This is so stupid!
Well this will come in handy ↓
Thanks Sophia for the pic~
Also I don't get how you're liking me more
After all that shit that I revealed to you
I feel like a horrible person
Eughhhh
Like I'm always disrupting the peace
And you always have to take care of me
It shouldn't be that way
I'm so sorry 
