Right now it's 2:45am and there is a whorl of emotions in my mind right now!
First off I'd like to apologise for 2 things-
#1 being the lack of updates, and that the occasional update was merely a rant and not AN UPDATE OF LIFE. One day I will get around to actually reporting on my life (which is rather awesome now) :D
#2 being that this post will be very contradictory and rambly so I am super sorry if it is gonna be a waste of your time!

Colourising posts is so tedious on the ipad.

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Eh so anyway aghh I really think I'm some soulless robot void of all emotion!
What is feelings. What is relationship. What is love???

And what is considered a faux pas in society?
What crosses the line?

Finding the answers is difficult. Different people have different standards, and following one may anger another. So to just go all out, being all pal-y, or withdraw, sitting a good mile away?

I really have no idea. Stay leave stay leave stay leave.

I feel like a mean arse too, leading people on.
I don't even know what I'm supposed to do! Or feel!
Damn feelings just gotta mix everything up.

So sorry N!!! I really wanna talk to you but it seems you have better closer friends now :'(
Do you not want to talk to me as before?
I feel a total attitude change and it makes me feel like crap ugh

How did everything even change though? A wall of difference...

Gawd I hope you don't think of me differently since everything turned 180 degrees around.

Okay and yeah over thinking is horrible. Horrible horrible.
Just a mere statement and you had to get all flustered?
I didn't even say anything specific,
And I suppose it's safe to say that I wasn't thinking what you were thinking.

Over thinking brings you to deep chasms in your brain

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Happy note: Rachael bought House 5 macarons from Vita Patisserie~
So generous, so wonderful.
Thank you Rach!

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And Rachel Tan got into Melb Uni! Commerce course!
Congratulations~