Wow okay I am so angry at myself right now.

All of a sudden I feel so... NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

But hey, what's new?

Today marks the day when I resolved to live the healthy life.

Daily exercise and minimal snacking... (what a slow and painful death)

But it's just that

After running merely 1 round around the park with David and then doing core, I felt so sO SO unfit it wasn't even funny.

 

I

-couldn't run one entire round without stopping

-found out I was doing push-ups wrongly my ENTIRE LIFE

-couldn't do planks, side planks, side sit-ups and leg lifts

-suck in general at fitness

And so just now halfway during core I just kinda gave up :c

So bloody pissed at myself!

I solemnly swear to eat less and exercise more

I shall look less like a balloon and more like a normal person.

And that is the end of my rant.