Why can't I be more disciplined and study harder ugh

I'm not even smart!!!

Arief is like at a godly status of readiness, he finished revision a month ago??

Wow f this man

HOW TO STUDY KAMSMCJEMFNF

CANNOT WAIT FOR THIS HELL TO BE OVER

AND THEN HOPEFULLY I WILL LEARN A LESSON

AND ACTUALLY REVISE EARLIER

headbanging so much now because this is all my own fault!!!!!