Bleh I just... This is will be a quick rant I suppose.

I just... Feel kinda neglected sometimes you know?
I don't know if you do it without realising but everytime you hang out with her, i feel like i'm invisible next to you guys.
This feeling of inadequacy... Usually  i give you the benefit of the doubt, that you're laughing too loudly to hear me but sometimes at night i just can't help but feel so small.

Mm somehow you manage to ignore me...
I'm too soft, maybe?
But repeatedly i ask you the same question and still you don't hear it.

Was trying to join in the conversation but there were no chairs left...
I was stuck standing on the cold floor..
Sighz okay too angsty.

Pardon the bad english my grasp of both english (WHY) and chinese have dropped since i came here.
I have so many things i wanna blog about!

PICTURES OF SKATEBOARD WILL COME SOON.